Apr
30The Saddest Letter That I Have Written!
Filed Under (Teen Thing) by Emylyn Coronado on 30-04-2007
I wish you loved me the way I loved you but then I remembered, my wishes never come true.
I must say I am still thankful for the times you’ve given me though I admit it it was merely a temporary bliss.The saddest thing to see is me still in love with you after everything you did. Im not trying to be a hero or a martyr trying to lay down all my spades for you to make me love me, but i cannot. The more I see you happy, the more I am wounded knowing that the one beside you is not me. I must be stupid or something else, but im still holding on for all the promises we embarked on each of our hearts..
I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand, so now I leave without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground…
If only my tears could show you how much you hurt me seeing your back turning away from me, but I know its impossible for you to let me see me in this way. I have loved you and I will always will..but i know, I will be forever in this way..
For all the words of tongue and pen, the saddest are those, It might have been.
There were times i really missed you, but all I can do is to stare on the blank wall as my tears comfort my eyes to sleep. Its impossible to hold you, to take you back to me, but it is more imposible for you to love me again. I hate breathing, when all I breath is you.
One thousand words cant bring you back, I know because I tried. One thousand tears can’t bring you back, I know because I cried. You left me with a broken heart, and lots of memories too, but I never wanted memories… I only wanted you.
God knows how much I wanted you so bad. And only God knows when his heart of mind could be mended.
I never felt true love until I was with you, I never felt true sadness until you left me. When we broke up I think you took half of my heart with you, you took the half I need the most, because the half you left is the half that only loves you.
I guess i have shown you how much you meant to me and how hurtful it is to live without you. If there’s once final place I should wait for you….then maybe I will wait for you in the coldness of Heaven.
Piece by piece, shred by shred, sooner or later, you’ll be outta my head, my head won’t hurt, my heart won’t ache, I won’t have a soul filled with hate. Even though you’re gone with someone new, I’ll always have the memories, of me being with you
I I love you,,,even this would be the final words I could ever utter.
It breaks my heart to look into your eyes and not see my reflection, but hers.
It’s a heartbreaking article; or did it really happen to the author? ;)! It takes time for emotional wounds to heal. Get busy and ask God for peace in your heart. Move on and wait for the next love knocking on your door! Be blessed!
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Even in the darkest night, morning will still come and the sun will still shine. Don’t lose hope. It’s good. It makes you strong and become a real person. Read the coffee break by Cool Ver in this blogsite… you will realize that easy life is boring. Keep rockin’.
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Believe me, you are not the only one who experienced it. Once, I was engaged with someone who I dearly loved and I knew he loved me as well. After a year or so, I received a shocking and hurtful news that he was married to someone back home. He made me really believe that he was unattached and I trusted him. My life was crushed.. I cried so hard for months. He begged for me to stay and promised to divorce his wife. I was so hurt and felt betrayed…I left the relationship and moved on. Now, I am so blessed to be married to one of the most loving and caring husbands in the world for almost 25 years now. Life is wonderful! We intend to celebrate privately our 25th wedding anniversary (June 19) in Las Vegas with our two lovely teenagers.
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we all go through life with pain from relationships here and there… just remember that sometimes, the BOSS up above has HIS way of letting us know that not everything we believe we love is good for us and that if we only wait(and let go!)we could find a better and meaningful relationship in time…..
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Amen to that admin. God knows what is best for us! With failed relationships in the past, I thank God that He has still blessed me with a wonderful husband and worth keeping for 20 years.
Therefore, I do not fail to give glory and praises to His name, the Name above all names.
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thanks for all your comments guys… well, i’m thankful coz i have my friends whose making me feel that there’s a life after him. I know i can do this…
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Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
When your heart’s heavy
I, I will lift it for you
Don’t give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I. I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved
Don’t give up
It’s just the hurt that you hide
When you’re lost inside
I’ll be there to find you
Don’t give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I. I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you…
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved (you are loved)
You are loved (you are loved)
Don’t give up (don’t give up)
It’s just the weight of the world!!
(you are loved)
Don’t give up (don’t give up)
Everyone needs to be heard (don’t give up)
You are loved (you are loved)
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hi emy! just be the best you can and you’ll see sa ‘yo ang huling halakhak. good luck and remember it’s always “a change for the better”.
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i’s ok Ems;-) you’ll be fine, you’ll see. It is only in experiencing so much pain, that we can measure our strength. You never walk alone friend. I look forward to the day you smile again effortlessly;-) Keep the faith…
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hi tita.. its me dexter.. i did not know nga u also visit this site..hehehe.god bless
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naicp ko lng have’nt u think u’ve been so damn pra di mo mapansin na di k mn lng nya binigyan ng importance dvah?!?! as what you’ve said “When we broke up I think you took half of my heart with you ”
i think he didn’t took it! he dumped it rather! coz he left you!….
payong kaibigan..that boy dont desrve ur love!…..”go on girl” mkkhnap ka pa ng things na magpapaligaya sau….syng ang life…oha smile na…cguro nmn s tgal n nyn nka-move on ka na?!?!?
ur still young! teEnAge liFe mUst gO on!….
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hi im eddie semona from nabua bicol region im a seafarer.. i love emms you have a big heart but you are a fool in living him sayang ang life mo so much….hahaha regards 2 lojhan of tanauan leyte MIS cadet thank you and regards 2 sir cp..i will miss you f ever makasakay pa ako..huhuhuhuhu
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