I wish you loved me the way I loved you but then I remembered, my wishes never come true.

I must say I am still thankful for the times you’ve given me though I admit it it was merely a temporary bliss.The saddest thing to see is me still in love with you after everything you did. Im not trying to be a hero or a martyr trying to lay down all my spades for you to make me love me, but i cannot. The more I see you happy, the more I am wounded knowing that the one beside you is not me. I must be stupid or something else, but im still holding on for all the promises we embarked on each of our hearts..

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